WiLL CHaNG (![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} superaznmonkey) wrote,@ 2003-05-12 23:17:00 |
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I'm so happy, it turned out I didnt have a D in physics. I hav a 71%!!!! YES. On my final I got 66/100, curved for multiple choice, and 57/100, curved for free response. I was sooo sure that my final would hav resulted in me getting a D since I had a 78% but turned out it didnt, YES! SO rite now I hav a 3.16. HELLA good. Somehow I hav an A in DECA when I had an 83% a couple weeks ago. I'm right on track, since all I need is a 3.0 minimum to not get kicked out of my college.
I've been sooo lazy lately, its gotten to the point where I'm too lazy to have fun. Having fun is soo energy consuming and exhausting. I know it sounds kind of wierd but I dunno. I'm sort of sick and tired of life in general, even though its been such fun and smooth sailing for me. Too much of a good thing, I guess. I know sound so jaded and up there, but I seriously feel like it...
I don't know what I want anymore. I feel so drained, and empty. Its such a... frustrating feeling. I don't have any goals, or motivations anymore. I think its because I feel like I've succeeded as a person. I have great friends, my relationship with my parents is awesome, my life is fun and filled with excitement, I've successfully balanced acaemics with my social life. If I died today, I'd die happy. no regrets, no I should have done this, I should have done that. Now I just feel like I'm done. with life. I feel like an old man, tired, and ready to quit life because he's experienced it all. Its a strange feeling.
College. college college college. I'm not excited at all. at all. I'm so sad. OMG am I sad. All my friends I see everyday, I wont be able to see everyday anymore. Most of them, I'll probably only see every half a year, if that. A lot of em, I probably will lose touch with, over the years. Nothing will be the same.
Life is funny, when I actually start to love highschool, I'm quickly going to be robbed of it. My friends are crazy great, my parents are great, theres no homework, all tests are done, I have a pretty good job, so I don't have to worry about money. I get to have lots of fun every single day, and cut anytime I want to. And now after a month, I'm leaving. damn this sucks. I enjoy highschool so much.
I know you guys will say college will be better and everything, and it probably will. But I just like highschool so damn much, and wish it wouldn't stop.
I've been sooo lazy lately, its gotten to the point where I'm too lazy to have fun. Having fun is soo energy consuming and exhausting. I know it sounds kind of wierd but I dunno. I'm sort of sick and tired of life in general, even though its been such fun and smooth sailing for me. Too much of a good thing, I guess. I know sound so jaded and up there, but I seriously feel like it...
I don't know what I want anymore. I feel so drained, and empty. Its such a... frustrating feeling. I don't have any goals, or motivations anymore. I think its because I feel like I've succeeded as a person. I have great friends, my relationship with my parents is awesome, my life is fun and filled with excitement, I've successfully balanced acaemics with my social life. If I died today, I'd die happy. no regrets, no I should have done this, I should have done that. Now I just feel like I'm done. with life. I feel like an old man, tired, and ready to quit life because he's experienced it all. Its a strange feeling.
College. college college college. I'm not excited at all. at all. I'm so sad. OMG am I sad. All my friends I see everyday, I wont be able to see everyday anymore. Most of them, I'll probably only see every half a year, if that. A lot of em, I probably will lose touch with, over the years. Nothing will be the same.
Life is funny, when I actually start to love highschool, I'm quickly going to be robbed of it. My friends are crazy great, my parents are great, theres no homework, all tests are done, I have a pretty good job, so I don't have to worry about money. I get to have lots of fun every single day, and cut anytime I want to. And now after a month, I'm leaving. damn this sucks. I enjoy highschool so much.
I know you guys will say college will be better and everything, and it probably will. But I just like highschool so damn much, and wish it wouldn't stop.
